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She must hate me, thinking that I am just another hypocrite who talks, but without action.

My soul is weary with sorrow; strengthen me according to your word –Psalm 119:28

We lost connection for nearly two and two-third years; she refused answering my calls, voice mails and even my messages to her were blocked.  She has every reason to hate me because I was unable to mitigate her problems when she was suffering family tragedies, financial difficulty, and poor health.

I waited patiently for her to contact me since I could not communicate with her.  I confessed my sin to God for not trying harder to help her.  It seemed that she was carrying the burdens alone and was rejected by everyone.

For where two or three gather in my name, I am there in the midst of them –Matthew 18:20

It was painful to lose touch with her knowing that she has lost faith in God a long time ago.  I was worried that she might have committed a suicide because she was extremely depresses when I last saw her.  I looked up her business website and social media just to make sure that she was still alive.  Some sisters are just wonderful, although they do not know her, yet, are eager to joint with me to pray for her.

I call on you, my God, for you will answer me; turn your ear to me and hear my prayer.–Psalm 17:6

Yesterday my phone buzzed, it was a text message from her.  She asked me whether that I still reject her.  What?  I couldn’t believe what I read.  I read that message over and over a few times.  She was totally mistaken; I have never rejected her, and I have never viewed her as a bad-luck-person as others have.

Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.Jeremiah 29:12

Whatever or whoever caused the misunderstanding between us, or blocked our communication is no longer matter because God is at work.

…whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yoursMark 11:24

The author accepted the Lord since 1996. She likes to paint, read, design, travels, and gardening. Most of all, she enjoys observing God's creation.
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